Jul. 9th, 2017 04:31 pm
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It has been a hellacious 3 weeks since leaving for hometown.

The big wig internal corporate auditors were a pain in the ass. They seriously focused on the fact that we call ourselves internal audits vs self inspections. It's in the policy that we have a program designated as self inspection but there's no requirement that we call ourselves self inspections. Frankly, and everyone agrees, it sounds like a group that does self breast exams or practices masturbation. None of us want to be self inspections.

The trip to France was ok. I never did get adjusted for the time difference but I did get to see an old friend from college. It had been 30 years...still can't believe that shit. Met her daughter and got to walk around old town Lyon. Whoa...so beautiful. I even took the bus and metro to get to her, though the anxiety it caused just about sent me back to the hotel to grab a cab. It felt like the anxiety for this trip was magnified. It feels like it keeps getting worse. So I guess it's time to figure out what to do about it. I hate it. I don't want to. But I can't keep doing this.

I'm behind on the freelance stuff and have tried to focus on that during the airport/airplane time and today. But I'm exhausted. Did go work out this morning and then a nap...worked some, cooked for the week, a little down time then back to it.

A bit of sadness...Uncle P passed away. He was 101 and died peacefully, so I guess that's all you can ask for. I have so many memories with him and Aunt Shirley and now they're both gone. Feels like the family is slipping away.

I'm looking forward to a calm month. I head to NC in Aug to help doodle move back into the dorm. Until then, I'm working out, writing and chilling.
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