Jun. 25th, 2017 09:35 pm
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I'm so restless. The last 2 weeks have been unbelievably busy. The trip home was not awful. We saw little of mom and I enjoyed the time with the bro and SIL and nieces. We had snowballs and fried chicken and just easy quiet. When I wasn't cleaning the rat poop. The house is disgusting. We talked of renting it but news is the rental market is not hot right now. I seriously think of how easy it would be to move down there, if mom wouldn't expect me to become her personal servant and chauffeur.

I've not stayed busy enough with the freelancing this weekend though I have the work. The two main projects are a little more daunting than I initially figured. One is starting to move. The other is not. Smaller projects are coming to a close. My smallest project - and thus the one I'm making the least on - is taking the most time. The fucking client keeps adding shit on and I've finally told him I consider this the final draft. I gave him a realistic bid on his next project and he hasn't said yes yet. I guess he's not willing to pay for the service he's gotten for cheap. I made the concession, so I'm living up to it but it's getting old.
I've got two other books to edit, the real estate book that is stalled since the client isn't responding, the redo on the website, the German GAMP5 stuff and the ghostwriting. All in all, it's great. I put in ten or so hours this weekend. Not as much as I should have but still...

And I worked out yesterday so I'm really sore since the week was tied to my desk and the floor. And Taylor gave notice. I knew she would. Even if they hadn't fucked her over with the rating she'd finished her degree so I was just biding my time. But that leaves me two down now, so I'll be working as an auditor. I'm not excited about it but ok. Given it took them 18 mos to fill my job I'm not hopeful. I may just see about getting a loaner auditor from CAN. We're way ahead on the schedule.

But the restlessness...I feel like I'm crawling out of my skin. My head is pounding. My shoulders are killing me and that's not from working out. My legs are killing me from working out. I swam today - hoping to work out some of the kinks.

Ivan is still texting me and I think about how nice it would be to want to be with him. To want to be with anyone. The loneliness is oppressive right now and I know that will pass.


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