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We are adjusting to the new world. Doodle's first week of school was not horrific though she is still somewhat non-communicative about things.

Work is also somewhat better. I'm at least doing stuff. My boss pretty much leaves me alone. I've been given the product development group to fix, a research section that is housed in Arkansas. i'm also told that their primary output - product specifications - will be mine in a few months. I have no experience in either product development or specifications. It's not my thing, wasn't discussed in my interview and isn't on my job description. Should be interesting.

It's been a tough week for me. I've been down, feeling lost. I didn't make the finals of the Golden Heart and truthfully, I was sure I would. I've been reading a book for work and it's about companies that make the transition from good to great. How they take their passion and use that to excel. And I realized I have no passion anymore. Not for work. Not for writing. Not for scrapbooking or reading or being creative in any way. I remember having it. I remember the intensity that comes from having passion. Lately I'm happy to sit on the couch and watch TV.

I don't know how to get it back. Actually I do...I'm just not sure I care enough to do anything about it.
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